I feel good

As I sit here and look at this painting I’ve been working on, I long to weave more colors into it. But I like what I see, and I feel this tremendous release of energy, sometimes i find myself amazed at the things I create, things that existed inside of me that I didn’t even know about

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Entry 2/7/17

Guess who went to a house show the other night and did not enjoy herself?? Me. After about an hour of being there, I looked around and I was like this is not where I want to be. I excused my self, and melted away. Looking around at all the girls my age, and seeing how lost they seemed, how lost I seemed, how drunk and high everyone was.. I just needed out. Have you ever felt more alone when you’re in a crowd than when you are by yourself?

Feeling RED

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I’ve been working on this portrait the last few days. And I feel it coming alive. I think for me this painting represents a strength that is inside of me. A strength that I forget I have. BUT it is there. And I am there. And I am HERE.