Guess who went to a house show the other night and did not enjoy herself?? Me. After about an hour of being there, I looked around and I was like this is not where I want to be. I excused my self, and melted away. Looking around at all the girls my age, and seeing how lost they seemed, how lost I seemed, how drunk and high everyone was.. I just needed out. Have you ever felt more alone when you’re in a crowd than when you are by yourself?